I'll Change!

No you won't.

"I'll find strength in pain, and I will change my ways..."



Everyone knows that people will screw up and so often they come back and say something like "I'm sorry, I'll changeeeeeee". Sometimes I believe them, sometimes I don't. But I know, deep down, that they won't ever change. Its so hard to come to a realization of that sometimes. And occasionally I even have a little bit of hope that they will change anyway. But they always fail to do so.

One person I know, however, did it the "right way," if you ask me. He left my life and a while later came back into it and said "Look, I changed! Let me prove it." And he did. He impressed me quite a bit with that and restored my faith in humanity (oh please, nothing could do that at this point).

To anyone reading this trying to prove you can change: take a lesson.

Saying you will change means nothing:

"I will climb to the summit of Mt. Everest."

 HA! Yeah, right. But look....I just said that. Saying you will change is just using words. Doing something about it, however, is completely different!

Love for now,

Adrienne

What do you do?

(Girl Like That by: Every Avenue)

What do you do if she tells you something about him, but he as told you the complete opposite? Especially if you have caught her in multiple lies and he told you that he had lied to you before. Who do you believe?

What do you do if the one person who you want to be SO angry at is the only person in the world you can't stay mad at?

What do you do if someone hurts you  more than anyone else ever has and then tries to make amends?

What do you do if the one person you love and care about more than almost anyone else in the entire world is the person who drives you absolutely insane?

What do you do if someone leaves your life completely and comes back....but you have no idea why they are back?

What do you do if all your friends and family hate with a passion the person who is most important to you?

I wish I had answers for these...I'm sure I will eventually. God is planning something and one day I will know what it is.

In the mean time, if you happen to think of an answer to one or more of these,

LET ME KNOW!

So for now, I'm going to go and I'll write soon. Love always,

Adrienne